Wednesday Morning High

    (2004)

    I sit this morning
    seeking out inspiration
    feeling high
    from the pills I took
    trying to deaden the ache.
    Rubbing sleep from my eyes
    Thinking of this past week gone by
    cars so loud outside

    Thinking of things I want you to hear
    of how much I want you near

    I miss your arms
    and your kisses
    Not knowing where we stand
    only knowing why it started
    I feel you that way
    so deep in my soul
    There's something about you
    that burns so bright
    I could see it in you, that very first night.

    But I sit here alone
    my mind floating
    only hovering a small bit
    wondering if I should take some more
    to further my high.

    I miss your arms
    and your kisses
    Not knowing where we stand
    only knowing why it started
    I feel you that way
    so deep in my soul
    There's something about you
    that burns so bright
    I saw it in you, that very first night.

    I fear you wouldn't approve of my methods
    but I can't seem to move
    So dragged down in this depression
    So I take vicodan to escape this lull
    Anything to make this pain dull
    I exaggerate probably
    it's really not so bad.
    maybe I just need an excuse
    to make this trip.

    My mind drifts back to you
    hoping against hope that I'll see you soon.

    Because, I miss your arms
    and your kisses
    I don't know where we stand
    only why it started
    Because, I feel you that way
    so deep in my soul
    You have to know
    you burn so bright -
    I can't believe you've not seen it.
    I'm so lucky to have had
    that very first night.

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