On Being Solo

    (2003)

    That feeling -
    touching, tickling; feeling
    the back of my mind - my soul
    That tingle.
    The anticipation of solidarity -
    turning desire
    turning need
    turning want
    and turning back to anticipation
    - finally alone!
    The thoughts -
    all so sweetly nasty in my head.
    The flesh - the sweat
    the desire free floating
    touching - tasting
    so pleasurable
    so physical - it works.

    naked under my hands
    working to fulfill myself
    still thinking - wishing to share the joy -
    but still pleasant enough solo.

    Pressure building - escaping -
    and building again.

    feeling dirty for my pleasure
    enjoying it none the less.

    Building - building
    and climax, rapidly descent
    falling swiftly.

    Laying alone in my bed
    wishing for another -
    a warm body to be next to me -
    but burning no more
    for my desire.

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