Not

    (April 1997)

    What I was I could not see
    What I wanted was not free
    For you to be a part of me
    Was more than you could say

    When I could I did not call
    When I tried I’d always fall
    Your impenetrable wall
    Was not all that fed the blame

    Though I was not really fair
    Though I did not really care
    What I had was right there
    You could not say the same

    Why you cry is what you choose
    You did not have what you thought you’d lose
    You’re so sad but who’s fooling who
    Who can win this foolish game?

    I was not where you thought I’d be
    Where we’d go you could not flee
    I ask you to tell me what you see
    But that is not your way

    I could not explain for so long
    What it was that was so wrong
    What we need is to be strong
    Each and every single day

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